OnlyForYou.by/JJ

  Let me quote a story of Richard Bach. It’s called “Jonathan Livingston Seagull”; “What are we trying to practice every day? If our friendship depends on things like space and time, then when we finally overcome space and time, we’ve destroyed our own brotherhood. But overcome space, and all we have left is Here. Overcome time, and all we have left is Now. And in the middle of Here and Now, don’t you think that we might see each other once or twice?” Friends come and go. When they turn into famly they stay till death rips us apart and even beyond death our souls will always be connected in brother- or sisterhood.

  Religion is a fragile topic to talk about. In the end our spirituality is between su and God. It doesn’t matter what it’s name is, what rules he has put on us, what rou follow as a believer. That's where it ends. We believe.; or we don’t. It’s not for anyone to decide who should belief in any religion. If it is Christianity, Judaism or Islam. Even Buddhism can be here. Everyone has to find their belief that leads them to the right path. Just know, there isn’t just one path, there are many more to discover. If you have an open mindset and stay your true calm self, all doors will open and new paths to follow can be discovered. Just follow your gut feeling and believe. That’s all I will ever say here about religion

Stuck in a room. Not allowed to call it prison. “Psychiatric Hospital” is what they call it. Let me tell you what a hospital looks and feels like from a patient's point of view. You can move freely everywhere in the hospital until there’s a sign that prohibits you. If you go further you will probably be stopped by staff and asked to return to your room. Here, I have a schedule of when I may or may not be in my room. If I don’t behave I will be thrown into isolation. If I’m too loud in isolation they will strap me on the bed if not for 24 hours… Doesn’t that sound like a prison to you?!

  I’m tired of asking. I’m tired of hearing all your no’s. I want a YES  and I will get a YES and I will not quit, but I will stop asking. That’s not giving UP. That’s Starting to be Patient. To be a Patient of Time. Time keeps ticking. The Yes will become the Same Yes or no whether you’re asking or not. But I’m tired. And I resigned, but Patience is only a Virtue because everything You can’t wait for is a Virtue as well. We stopped Caring for whether or not to be Patient or not. We Want, We Get.

My Grandma and Mother are always fighting. Every conversation they have ends up in a fight. A war between two mothers whose one of them is the other one’s child. Why is this the case? The one is looking for a daughter who takes care of her because she has reached an age where she can’t work for somebody else. She’s officially a senior. Juniors are there to take care of seniors. Vice versa. Juniors should receive care until adulthood. Seniors should receive care since seniorship.

There’s a Dutch saying that says; “Waar een wil is, is een weg”. Why shouldn’t we all get what we want? Why are there people that prevent that from happening? I mean after all, we’re humans. Shouldn’t all humans deserve freedom?! Happiness?! Love?! Family?! Or should we rather focus on basic needs such as a good meal?! Clean water?! Clean air?! A place to live, to call your home…?! I believe that you do. You deserve as much freedom, happiness, love, family, food, water, air and a home as any other human on earth. We all do. There recently was a person in my life who couldn’t comprehend that I always get it my way. Every day she was pissed about all my wrongdoings when clearly she was the only one who was pissed.  We’re not here to change the rules. We’re  to bend the rules to our advantage.I’m in perfect condition. Why am I not free then? Why are we jealous? Because we want something, somebody else has? No, because we would like something somebody else. It’s all about the way ...