Why bother asking?

 I’m tired of asking. I’m tired of hearing all your no’s. I want a YES  and I will get a YES and I will not quit, but I will stop asking. That’s not giving UP. That’s Starting to be Patient. To be a Patient of Time. Time keeps ticking. The Yes will become the Same Yes or no whether you’re asking or not. But I’m tired. And I resigned, but Patience is only a Virtue because everything You can’t wait for is a Virtue as well. We stopped Caring for whether or not to be Patient or not. We Want, We Get.

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